So Sick

I am soooooo sick! My son gave me a bout of the flu and I feel like my body is going to crumble if I touch it. My dog hasn't seemed to got that memo since he keeps jumping on me wanting me to do this or that. I don't want to work but I have to and I'm not too happy about it.

This morning I woke up in such a rotten mood I didn't want to move, every bone in my body hurt and I had to do a ton of crap. Just walking the dog felt like I was pulling a tractor trailer down the sidewalk. Then of course right after I get back from walking my dog and I'm fighting with my son to get up my dog pisses on the floor even though I JUST brought him out and he peed outside, pissed me off so bad. Then I had to bring Lex to school and go straight to work to be pulled down stairs by 2 huge pit bulls I wanted to die at that exact moment. My arm felt like it was just going to detach and run away. Right now just walking is a task so being pulled by 2 pits who have NO manners is just exhausting. Finally I got back home and was able to rest for a bit and talk to the hubby.

I don't get why my immune system is so weak, I get sick if I am within a 5 mile radius of someone who sneezes I will get pneumonia. My son had this 1st and he was home from school hacking up his lungs with a fever of 103.2 I knew at that moment I was done for the next week. We took him to the ER even though I was totally against it but between my brother and Bry I was out numbered. At the ER we watched a guy die in the waiting room yup that is right code blue nurses running doctors coming die. Then found out they lost my sons chart yeah so much for HIPPA laws right. And waiting over 3 hours in the waiting room. I was done and went home. And guess what he was totally fine the next morning, running, jumping, playing, wanting to go out fine. Can you guess how I felt? Yeah that is right I woke up sick as a dog. So my son passed his germs onto me and feels fine after, he was sick 3 days my it's already been 3 days and I still feel like crap.

I watched this really cool movie today you should check it out it's called, We Live In Public. It's about a guy named Josh who pretty much so started the dot com era and his life and how technology affects your life. It was very interesting and kind of fucked up all in one. The "experiments" he does with people kind of seem cruel but then if you think about it we do it daily with reality TV, YouTube, Facebook and Myspace. I am a pretty private person even though I do have a FB, Myspace, and Blog I only write certain things and mostly keep to myself. I don't see how someone has the need to be famous or broadcast their lives to the world, some people have this craving to be seen and gauge their self worth on how many FB "friends" they have or how many views they got on YouTube. I just can't live like that. I live for experiences and relationships and try to take breaks from the computer and TV. I don't want to live my life looking at a screen, weather it be my phone, TV, or a PC.

Well I am off I need to rest to get myself better.