Nice day until.....

It has been a pretty good day today. We went to Sunset park with the pup and Lex raced his remote control car around. Then we got cupcakes at the best place in the world the Cupcakery! Yummy!!! They have the absolute best cupcakes in the world! I also went over to the office and payed the rent there and for our apartment. We then ate dinner and me and Lex played some money bingo to teach him how to count money. Now I am chilling on my bed writing this and thinking I need a shower, lol.

I looked on petfinder today and found 3 dachshunds now that absolutely killed me. I love my breed and take pride in it I HATE  seeing doxies in the shelters especially kill shelters. They are such great dogs and I absolutely love them. If I could I would own about 10 more but for now my Gizzy is the only one. I'm seriously thinking about rescuing them though. I want to rescue them out of kill shelters and get to know them, get them care and then place them in the RIGHT homes. I know my husband would probably kill me though especially how we already board dogs and our home is tiny. But it really kills me to see these dogs in this situation.

I did my accounting today boy that put a damper on my day. My profits for this month were down 600$ from last month it was actually the lowest profiting month we have had since opening last year and that is including our first month. Now that is some sad shit! I don't get it either, I am marketing online everyday, we market every week door to door and we go around to the local vets, groomers, events etc. I'm really hoping this month is better because I need it. I'm the only person who is working in my family so everything is on my shoulders and that gets stressful. Some days I just don't want to get out of bed let alone pick up dog poop, deal with people, or get nipped at by rowdy dogs. It would be so much easier if I had the ability to say no I don't want that client or this dog doesn't fit well so I'm going to decline but since all my bills ride on my next client I have to take what I can get.

Now don't get me wrong I love having my hubby around and able to help out with my stuff and the house but we need the extra income and if I can't do it then he has to pull the extra slack. I wish I could pull in the money we need each month no problem but it just doesn't happen. I make okay money but compared to my amount of bills it really isn't shit.  I need to pull in another grand in the least to be able to cover everything nicely. That doesn't include me paying off debt or things along those lines. But since Bry really can't budget or should I say wont, it makes it even more difficult for me. Sometimes I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I need to be a ballerina just to be able to stand up. The beginning of the month is always hard for me because I just never know what I'm going to make and when so I try to get all my bills paid ASAP then I can relax. So until then I will be a ball of nerves.

Well I need to shower so I'm off......